Two months already time flys when your not having fun too. I still miss him like crazy everyday. I held the first newborn since Jax today, he was so precious, I haden't realized til that moment how much my heart longed to hold my own baby. At that moment my arms felt heavy with emptiness. I know I want my baby and holding little Noah was so precious, but it wasn't my baby who I know was made to fit perfectly in my arms. One day baby boy I'm going to hold you and wrap you up real tight. Until then I will continue to miss you hear on Earth.