Home at last

Well needless to say it's been a tough two weeks. I have only gotten through it because of the strength of my heavenly father, and the love of family and friends. We have been overwhelmed by the love and support of everyone. I can not say thanks enough. We know how loved we are through this. Me and Shane have learned a lot about each other and I couldn't ask for a better partner than my husband. I wish it wouldn't have taken something this tragic for me to see how truly Lucky I am to have the husband that I have. Know that God is steadfast and faithful. When all you have is him it's very easy to see and feel him. We serve a mighty God who is the lover of my soul. I can't say how much I have had to lean on him. When you seek his face he will find you.

I also want to thank Jaxxon's Poppy for doing such a great job at his service. He would look up and admire you so much. I'm sorry we have to miss out on watching him learn from you.

Now about my beautiful baby boy. He was born at 7:33 A.M. weighing in at 12 oz. and 10.25 inches long. He had his momma's nose and everything else was like his daddy's. The first thing I notice was that his hands were exactly like Shanes. I have know Idea how somebody would think a baby isn't a baby until 24 weeks. He was perfect baby. Everything formed except his organs. I got to hold him while he still had a heart beat. I wish Shane would have been there with me but it happened so fast that it wasn't possible. I know that baby Jaxxon is with the father and what better place is there.

Momma's baby boy. I wish the trash can wasn't in the picture but he's so beautiful.

Poppy and Nonny made Jaxxon a beautiful box to be laid to rest in. He has the best even in death. I wish he would have gotten to know them.

This is his little hunting outfit. His daddy made sure he went out in style. I know this would have been his normal outfit in a few years.